Chapter Thirty Three


    ISABELLA''S POV


    "If you had a day left, what would you spend those few hours doing?" I asked Thane. He gave me a calctive look. "Why would you want to know that?" he asked.


    "Nothing; I am just one curious creature."


    "Well, if I did have a day to live, I wouldn''t spend a minute thinking about death; I would live through the day like it was every other." he said, and I couldn''t help but smile at that. "Be, I have a question for you. Have you ever thought about having a family?" The smile on my face disappeared. I had thought about that so many times; anytime I looked at Thane, I knew if I could have a family, he would be the one I would want to have that family with.


    "No." I lied, "I will worry about that when the timees."


    I rose from the bed.


    "Where are you going?"


    "I need to use the bathroom." I said to him, but I had been trying to hide the tears; they had once again ruined my makeup. Hiding this was getting harder. I took out my powder; I just needed a few more touches.


    I stared at my face when I was done. I was dying; it was getting clearer with each passing day.


    I coughed into my hand, and just as I''d been noticing for the past few days, a faint smudge of blood stained my palm. I rinsed my mouth before returning back to the bed to join Thane.


    "I love you." I said to him,


    "I love you too, and Be?"


    Yes?"


    "I''m d I made this choice."


    "Me too."


    Chander that Tiert


    He ced a kiss on my lips.


    "Thane, if something happens and I am no more, would you ever forget me?


    "When you are no more?"


    "I mean...


    "You will be here with me, always," he said to me, but I could see the suspicion in


    his eyes.


    "I''m just being..."


    "Curious," hepleted, "And for your question, I would never stop thinking about you, not now and not in a million years."


    There, that was all I needed to hear.


    I waited for a few hours before rolling off the bed for the second time.


    I had added a good amount of sleeping pills into his drink; I didn''t think it would keep him down for long. I only hope it will be enough time.


    My body ached, my eyelids grew heavy and they drifted shut, the time was here, and yet, I felt like there was one thing I was yet to do. I spotted the pen and paper on the drawer, and I stumbled towards it, identally knocking down my picture frame in the process. Finally, I collected them and returned to the cushion.


    I stared at Thane one more time, and my heart ached. I didn''t want to die. I let out a stifled sob, trying my best to hold it down, but I couldn''t and so I let the tears out.


    "There are many bad things I have done in my life, but then there is one that outshines them all. It was the day I let myself have a nce at you; it was the day I fell in love with you; it was the day I let you in. It had been so wrong and yet, the best choice I would ever make.


    There is a secret I kept away from you; I did this because I didn''t want you to leave me. I couldn''t live without you, and so I kept it to myself. I was born with an illness, an incurable disease in my blood. I left my pack because I wanted to make the most out of the time I had left, and then I met you. You became my life, and till death I will continue to love you.


    Find it in your heart to forgive me for breaking your heart; find it in your heart to move on, and please don''t hate me, because even in death, that matters a lot to me. Chapter Thirty Three


    My One True Love Thane."


    AD


    I ced the letter beside me, before turnin about, even as my eyelid grew heavier. He w


    "We will see each other again." I whispered


    Chapter Thirty Three


    My One True Love~ Thane."


    I ced the letter beside me, before turning my back to him. He was all I thought about, even as my eyelid grew heavier. He was indeed the best gift life gave me. "We will see each other again." I whispered and the darkness took over.