<h4>Chapter 1603 Forbidden Words</h4>


    <So, it''s memory…> Nan Hua murmured lightly.


    At this time, she paused and looked at the scroll in her hand. She could understand what she was saying, but when she spoke it out, the words turned into unintelligence garble that couldn''t be understood by others.


    "I can''t say it?" Nan Hua''s eyes narrowed.


    Things rted to the secret of Heaven was protected. They were not allowed to be leaked out. Even if she was alone in this ce without anyone else, no one was allowed to know this matter.


    <Memory.>


    At this time, Nan Hua closed her eyes. She could faintly remember the story that she read in that books and how Nan Hua lived her life.


    Not knowing that her decision led to her demise.


    <That was the trajectory of life that I should have> Nan Hua murmured in a low voice. <But it''s changed because I recover the memory of my past life. To be exact, I used my ability to deduce the future and at the same time, lose myself.>


    If not because she recovered the memory of her past life, Nan Hua knew that her life might not be as good as the current her right now.


    <Losing oneself>


    <Descend into madness>


    <The moment one paid the price, they would never be able to recover their memory ever again. For the rest of their lives, they will slowly forget who they were, the people they loved, and everything else. All in ordance to how many times and how much secret of Heaven they knew.>


    Nan Hua took a deep breath and then put all of those scrolls in a separate box.


    She didn''t know whether there will be anyone who would inherit this ability again in the future. But should there be someone who did, she hoped they would be able to read these records and understood that for every ability, there was a price they had to pay.


    Price that would affect their entire life.


    For every single transmigrators, they should have realized that they have price to pay for them to use their abilities.


    She knew Long Qian Xing''s price.


    But she didn''t know about the others such as Fang Sheng Lin, Luo Qing Wei, and Yan Jin Nian. There was also two other transmigrators whom she hadn''t met yet, a man surnamed Song at the north and a man surnamed Gu at the south.


    That man surnamed Song had already started to make his name, allowing him to be known as Strategist Song from Fan Yi Kingdom.


    But the man surnamed Gu seemed to disappear.


    Nan Hua lowered her gaze and slipped out again. This time, she was heading to the pce.


    After receiving such news, she just wanted to have some rest.


    …


    <Long Family Residence>


    While Nan Hua was heading back, Long Qian Xing headed to Long Family Residence. He saw the steward was already standing there.


    "Young Master, you''re back." the steward bowed politely.


    "I''m back." Long Qian Xing nodded. "How''s Grandmother?"


    "Old Madam is healthy. She just missed you," the steward answered carefully. He felt relieved when he saw Long Qian Xing was in one piece when he came back.


    Long Qian Xing smiled awkwardly. It seemed that he did note back for a long time because he was so busy at the frontline. He prepared himself mentally and when he saw his Grandmother…


    "You b*stard! How long did it take for you toe back this time, huh? I have been waiting for more than four years and you two didn''t pay a visit even once! Do you want me to rush to the frontline instead...."


    Facing his Grandmother''s outburst, Long Qian Xing couldn''t do anything but to lower his head and epted it all. It was indeed his fault for noting back to Fei Yang Kingdom''s Capital City at all.


    Truthfully, he had already told his grandmother that he might not be able toe back for years…


    But she seemed to forget about it.


    *sigh*


    Just let it be.


    He couldn''t fight with an elderly.


    After a while, Old Madam Long was finally satisfied from scolding Long Qian Xing. This brat is really naughty and couldn''t even stay quiet for a while. Looking at Long Qian Xing in front of him, Old Madam Long took a deep breath.


    "It''s good that you''re fine now."


    "Yes, I know Grandmother cared for me the most." Long Qian Xing showed a smile.


    Old Madam Long narrowed her eyes. "You''re not as good as thatss Hua''er. It''s been four years, shouldn''t you start to arrange your marriage first?"


    Long Qian Xing''s smile froze.


    How could he forget that when hee back, the first thing his grandmother asked him would be things rted to his fiancée?


    It seemed that after having such sweet time with Nan Hua, hepletely forgot about the impending problems in Long Family Residence.


    "That''s…"


    "Don''t say that you don''t want to settle down yet! I want to see my great grandchild!" Old Madam Long red at Long Qian Xing and began the second round of scolding.


    Long Qian Xing who was used of not wanting to settle down could only swallow the words he wanted to say.


    It was not that he didn''t want to settle down.


    It was more like…


    He couldn''t.


    Recalling the order that would be given to him soon, Long Qian Xing knew that his break was not as long as the othermanders.


    He had to go back to the frontline again soon.


    Old Madam Long snorted. "Next time, you''re not allowed to go back without bringing Hua''er!"


    "I''ll bring her soon, Grandmother." Long Qian Xing tried to coax his grandmother.


    "Soon, how soon will it be?"


    "Within a few days?"


    "She''s here?" Old Madam Long turned to look at Long Qian Xing and arched her eyebrows. "Didn''t she stay outside Fei Yang Kingdom''s Capital City due to the order from that damned old b*stard?"


    Long Qian Xing: "…" wait, you know that Nan Hua faked her death?