Chapter 0281
“Back to Audrina though. She’s jealous that you came in and took her ce as the favorite.
Although, I think being the favorite was all in her head. From what I hear, most people didn’t like to
work with her because of her superiorityplex. She tears people down and makes them, instead
of giving constructive criticism to work on and get better like you do.”
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“I still think you’re crazy. There’s nothing to be jealous of. I’m just me, I just want to fight, nothing
spectacr.”
“We’ll agree to disagree, I’m not arguing with you about this. It’s almost time, do you think we should
grab anything? We’re going overnight, but didn’t get a whole lot of information.”
“I guess I might bring a sweatshirt to have ayer if they make us shift on the fly. I wish someone
would teach me the whole ‘shift and keep your clothes’ thing.” I say as we take our things back to
the kitchen.
We both run upstairs to grab an extrayer and then sit and wait in the foyer. Neither of us talk or
discuss anything. I know we are both nervous and excited all at the same time, but once of the best
things about Mina is she doesn’t need to fill the silence with noise or talking, we are both just here,
together, and that’s all that is needed forfort at this point.
At eight on the dot the door opens with Warrior Nicks’ wide imposing frame filling the doorway,
but not stepping in. His light hair and blue eyes normally leave him looking, not inviting, but not
scary. But just like at the meeting his gaze is hard and judgemental. He was forced to collect us and
he is openly not happy about it. He does not want us or me on this mission and my heart falls a little
more. Those old feelings of not being wanted, not being good enough from my dad creeping back
in. I have to mentally shake it off. I can’t go back to being that girl again, she was abused and
neglected and everything that I have worked for is to make sure no one feels like that ever,
including myself.
Do I confront him? Say anything? Or just live with this, pretend like it isn’t the elephant in the room
and hope for the best? At least Mina is with me, we’ll just truck through this recon mission and I will
keep my eye on the goal, to gain experience and knowledge about mission protocols. Nothing else
matters, not him and his feelings, Audrina, Kaley, the guys, no one. I am here, living out my dream.
That has to stay my focus.
He turns from the door without a word and walks off. We hurry behind him not wanting to be left
behind. There’s a ck SUV parked out front with dark tinted windows. We both move to the back
and climb in. No one is in the passenger seat, but neither of us want to be alone with Nicks in
whatever neverending mood he seems to be stuck in.
He looks in the rearview mirror from the driver’s side, huffs a sound out of his nose and then shifts
his eyes back to the front before he starts to drive away. The windows are so dark that it’s hard to
see out in thest rays of light from the day. We are traveling away from thepound and the
castle and everything I have been to since being in this pack. The butterflies in my stomach are
back and my senses are on fire waiting to be used. I have to fight the smile that really wants to
spread on my face. A real mission where I get to use real skills.
I sink back into the seat and just watch the forest fly by in blurred shadows and silhouettes thinking
about all the training I have ever gone through, all the skill building games I did with the kids to hone
isted senses.
One game I miss is hide and seek. My wolf and I loved that game so we could refine our sense of
smell. The kids would mill about in a section of forest near the training grounds, leaving their scents
behind and one would hide when the rest came back to me and I had to figure out who was missing
and then find them. We always had a great time. It taught them to start to use the forest around
them to mask their scent and as they got better I had to improve my tracking skills to find them.