Chapter 0353


    We do a full body workout, torturing every single muscle, so I know I am going to be soreter on


    our run, but I couldn’t help it. I’m back at being controlled, being someone else’s property to do with


    as they please. My father all but said he only thought of me as a baby machine to produce another


    strong Beta line and he didn’t care about my mate either. If he thought he could match me with


    someone better he would sell me like a piece of furniture in a heartbeat.


    We made it to the diner and at this point the waitress knows our orders and justes by with


    drinks and to tell us our food will be out in a bit. There aren’t as many people here today as usual on


    a Thursday morning. I made a mental note to tell Osiston and Nicks about it.


    Tyler and I were back to small talk about sses and our summer ns. I honestly didn’t know what


    I was doing for the summer. I thought about sticking around to take a few sses so I could


    graduate early and heughed at me.


    “You don’t know how to rx do you?” He is openly and loudlyughing at me now.


    “What do you mean? I rx all the time.” I try to sound annoyed at him, but it doesn’t quite hit the


    way I intended.


    “Studying and working out aren’t rxing.” He’s stillughing.


    “Maybe not for you, but it makes me feel good to have something to work towards.” I shrug. “And


    then once I decide to do something I see no reason to take forever to achieve my goal. Why take


    four years to aplish something when I could easily do it in two and a half or three?”


    “Because, sometimes not doing anything is just as rxing as doing everything quickly. Take the


    time to be with people you care about and just be.”


    “I’m here with you aren’t I? With the exception of the month that I was pissed and doing everything


    to not punch you in the face, we have done this,” I gesture to the diner around us, “almost everyday


    since we met. This is me rxing and taking time out to hang out and just be. Our biggest problem


    is that both of us don’t like talking about personal stuff so we don’t. That limits conversational topics.


    Don’t push for things unless you are looking at the whole picture. Some of us are worse off sitting


    still, not better.”


    Well that shut him up. He just sat there looking at me like it’s the first time he’s seen me.


    N?velDrama.Org holds ? this.


    “Yep definitely going to be harder than I thought.”


    “What does that even mean?” I groan.


    “I already told you, I was informed that rank was going to be pulled at some point and that I wouldn’t


    be allowed to talk to you anymore. The more I get to know you, even the little you allow, the harder I


    think it is going to be to let you go.”


    “Any heads up on when this jackass is going toy his so-called im? Because he will figure out


    the same way you did, that I don’t do well with being told what I am going to do or who I can and


    cannot talk to.” Now it’s my turn to get all broody and dark. Just because I am a female does not


    mean I am weak and I will not hesitate to put these guys in their ces tonight.