Chapter 332. (4) “


    Come to think of it,


    it was really embarrassing to say that it was my work.”


    There is no such thing as rubbish.


    At that time, I was just ignorant and squeezed by force.


    So, I want to make up for that shame right here.


    It made me ignorant back then, but this time is different.


    Interfering with the structure of the jewels with magic to reshape the shape.


    It is a high-difficulty magic that dissolves and reorganizes matter itself by dissolving only its form.


    This will allow you to mellow any object without burning it.


    The problem is that this is extremely difficult.


    “Hmm?...”


    It''s such a difficult magic that even I now have to concentrate and use my strength.


    ....This is pretty tough.


    “.!!”


    It seems that someone is opening their mouths in surprise from behind, but what do you know?


    After melting arge amount of jewels, the remaining jewels that were not yet melted were simultaneously pulverized.


    It is pulverized finely into particles, and this time it is spread around the jewel being reconstructed.


    and elerated


    By the way, half of the developed form is for elerating these particles.


    A so-called magical particle elerator base.


    Because of that, calories and septum are no joke.


    The ground cracks and light pours out.


    If it wasn''t for Delneph''s barrier, the city would have gone mad by now.


    The particles elerated in this way are prated into the jewel that is being hardened.


    ruler! okay! sh as much as you like!


    “Ahhhhhh?! ”


    It seems like someone is screaming from the massive shock from behind, but I don''t care.


    I''m having a hard time concentrating right now.


    As a result of making it with all my heart and soul for a while, I finally felt that what I wanted was almostpleted.


    “Hmm? It goes better than you think.”


    Due to the light and heat, it is not yet possible to see it with the naked eye, but it is enough to feel the magical power unique to the jewel.


    It must be of high quality even by my standards.


    Now, all that remains is to slowly cool the heat and carefully release and dissipate the generated energy.


    You have to be careful with this too.


    When this explodes, the entire territory is blown away.


    After a few hours of painstaking cooling.


    Only now, after all the harmful energies have been drained away or separately flowed into subspace to get rid of them, I can finally see the finished jewel with my own two eyes.


    A pair of rings and a ne I made are ced on the ground that haspletely melted and hardened.


    yes it''s me too Perfect.


    As I was admiring my own pride, I heard a dying voice behind me.


    “It''s over... is it over...


    I hear an exhausted voice behind me, so I turn around to see Delnef in tatters.


    ....Why is he like that?


    It looks like I''ve beenpletely ruined by exposure to the heat and shock generated when I was processing the jewels.


    I wonder what kind of dragon''s defense is like paper.


    =?


    I clicked my tongue.


    “...Did you do that just to make something like this...?”


    “It''s just my wedding ring?”


    I stare at you like I''m really dumbfounded.


    What do you mean?


    No, as long as you live, you can make at least one or two rings yourself. isn''t it?


    “…so what did you do?”


    “Arge amount of jewels were lost in shape with magic, reconstructed into a liquefied form, and then hardened into a frame.


    “What does that mean?


    What will be different?”


    “Jewelry makes you pretty.”


    What are you asking for granted?


    Then I did this to make the jewelry pretty, is there any other reason?


    It''s a little tricky and risky, but thanks to that, things were made that exceeded my expectations.


    “Where shall I see you?”


    It must have cooled down enough and hardened properly, so I slowly picked up the jewel using my mana.


    Even if it''s cooled down, it''s still hot to the touch with bare hands.


    It can''t be helped because it will break if it cools down rapidly.


    “Hmm?.”


    While floating in the air, he carefully inspected a pair of rings and a ne while spinning them around at different angles.


    First of all, the ring is too cumbersome to have too many decorations, so the jewels that were melted into one were hardened ording to the shape of the ring.


    It was cast by melting gold or silver as if to make a whole ring.


    Even if the angle is slightly changed, the jewel particles nestled inside the ring disy a color brighter than the rainbow.


    A gem like this can never be created as a natural phenomenon, so it is truly a one-of-a-kind treasure.


    Simple yet gorgeous taste.


    this inconsistent feeling. great


    Unlike the ring, the ne was decorated with multi-colored gemstones to add a little more splendid taste.


    “Let''s see…. If I had to name this gem…”


    This is the only gem because it cannot be created as a natural object.


    So, I can name it appropriately.


    “Is ‘eul jewel’ good enough?”


    A name is an old name, so a proper naming that is not excessive is optimal.


    It was made using all kinds of gems avable. It would be appropriate to call it like this.


    “thank you. Thanks to you watching over me, I made a proper product after a long time.”


    I obediently praised Delnef for his hard work.


    Thanks to this guy, I was able to exert my power without worrying about causing a nuisance to those around me.


    But he folded his arms as if it didn''t matter and made a face that he couldn''t understand.


    “...I can''t understand it at all.”


    “what''? What… is the human instinct for extravagance difficult for a dragon to understand?”


    “It doesn''t mean that. There are not a few of my fellow countrymen who are greedy for riches.”


    “Then what do you not understand?”


    “That is why you are doing it that way.”


    “Hmm?”


    “Is it worth that much?”


    Delnef pointed out as if it was absurd.


    “Gachira.... What about this jewel?


    Or the question of what rings and gifts are needed for a wedding?”


    “Don’t turn around. You know you don''t mean that, right?”


    I don''t mean that.....


    I chuckled.


    “Does it look funny? Why am I showing sincerity to each of these things?”


    “…Did you say you were reincarnated?”


    Delneph murmured quietly.


    “Do they have the same mindset as you?”


    I know the name because I taught him something about the woman who kidnapped and brainwashed him before, and about those with souls simr to her.


    “If what you said is correct, they must have lived a long time without end.”


    “Um… well, I guess.”


    It does not simply mean life as a living thing.


    “At least I don’t know about you guys. I understand that you guys are absurd monsters.”


    “Yumma, where is this handsome and sexy monster?”


    Where would you like to see the monster get angry?


    “At least the monster that brainwashed this body is the same as humans. I didn''t feel anything like that.”


    “…Humanity.”


    “Are you different?”


    Dragons are different.


    I realized an essential sense of incongruity while dealing with fragmentary information and me for a short period of time.


    It seemed to him that it was somehow unnatural for me to do this just because I was married.


    ....not wrong.


    Again, it doesn''t make sense for me to make a fuss over just this one thing.


    “You seek each and every taste and the pleasure of each day. However, it is based on ordinary human nature to thest. It is by no means the sensibility of a person who has transcended humanity.”


    “...Umm, so what do you want to ask?”


    “Are you special or are the other monsters like you?”


    From his point of view, he probably wants to know in his own way, because he might have a fight with the partner girl who fucked him again someday.


    What can I do to answer his question?


    It is determined.


    “It’s special… does it have a meaning?”


    I smiled softly as I lifted the ring and ne in the air and spun them around.


    “Just because you’ve lived a long time… does the value of everything around you change just because you’ve passed through many lives? Or does my own value change?”


    Delneph furrowed his eyebrows, not understanding what I meant.


    Yes, you will have to think hard about it.


    It''s rtively recentpared to the long years that even I arrived at the answer to my current life.


    “Now I am human. That''s a fact that doesn''t change no matter how many years you''ve passed through, how much power you have, and how much knowledge you''ve umted.”


    ” human??????


    “You pointed out humanity, but you missed it. Humanity is not lost or retained or anything like that.”


    I clicked my tongue and pointed it out.


    Yes, please draw it out with a red pen and engrave it again.


    “Humanity is thinking.”


    I don''t know what to say


    Can I tell you more?


    I''m in a bit of a good mood today.


    “Let me tell you about a certain guy. This is the story of the reincarnated person you want to know so much.”


    I flicked my hand as if paying attention and told a story of the past.


    Once upon a time there lived an idiot.


    That idiot has lived an incredibly long time.


    It does not simply mean that they have a long lifespan, but that they retain memories of previous lives.


    There were times when I was human and times when I was not.


    Anyway, I lived a very long time.


    I was bewildered at first.


    After that, I was excited and lived my life to the fullest.


    After all, it is a great privilege to have memories of other worlds from previous lives.


    It''s not easy to do anything... but if you put your mind to it, everything is solved.


    Gradually the idiot felt like he was special.


    I even heard the delusion that I might be the same as a god.


    Because that''s great.


    The people around me supported me, and it was a really exciting life anyway.


    And that kind of life gradually repeated itself.


    Only the world, only life, only the name, only the form changes.


    Five times six times fifty times sixty times... It continues.


    And finally the asshole got fed up.


    Everything felt worthless.


    What would you do if you could save the world?


    I have to live in another world anyway.


    What do you do when you umte money?


    If you are born again anyway, you will have to do the same thing again.


    What do you do when you love someone?


    You''ll lose everything anyway.


    The specialness soon became the curse that gnaws at the idiot.


    I am not interested in anything and the only thing left is boredom.


    He eventually gave up everything and went on to live a worthless life.


    Well, even if I had tomit suicide, I would just start somewhere else anyway, so I didn''t do anything that extreme.


    Instead, he just lived.


    It''s not about making or enjoying something because there''s nothing worthwhile.


    Fight or break.


    I was just obsessed with getting rid of things that bothered me.


    Sometimes, I had the whim to take the opposite position, and I yed the role of threatening the world.


    But it didn''t make any sense.


    Everything has be worthless.


    He gradually lost the meaning of life and was exhausted.


    Even fighting has ceased to feel worthwhile.


    At the end of wasting years and wasting life like that.....


    .. he.


    “he is?”


    “The idiot finally realized something by chance.”


    “I am not special. I''m just a human who has lived a little longer. The reason I got tired of it was that I was just giving up on everything. Living for a long time doesn’t change the definition of the value of life.”